{"id":126,"date":"2010-11-03T22:12:35","date_gmt":"2010-11-03T14:12:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/?p=126"},"modified":"2010-11-03T22:13:13","modified_gmt":"2010-11-03T14:13:13","slug":"nearing-the-breaking-point","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/?p=126","title":{"rendered":"Nearing the Breaking Point"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m not the kind of guy who complains a lot, but wow. This sucks, and I need to make more than a few tweaks to fix it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m homeless. It&#8217;s not quite that dramatic&#8211;I&#8217;m not sleeping under a bridge&#8211;but I don&#8217;t have an apartment. The room I currently call home is a budget motel room with insects in the bathroom and a heater that sometimes works and all the propaganda I want from <a title=\"CCTV in English\" href=\"http:\/\/english.cntv.cn\/\" target=\"_blank\">CCTV<\/a>. It costs about $30 a night, hotels being ridiculously expensive like any housing in Beijing, and is barely bigger than a bed. Fortunately it&#8217;s in the Wudaokou neighborhood, which is a close commute to work. I need a close commute to work.<\/p>\n<p>Oh yeah, work. Shortly after I got here, one of the best techs on my team quit. He&#8217;d worked 6 1\/2 years without a full-time offer, and a management change was as good a time as any for him to leave. He left for a much more lucrative job at another company. Meanwhile, my purchasing clerk left on maternity leave. I hope she comes back; she&#8217;s really good and it&#8217;s hard to find anyone that good. So, this leaves my admin doing 2 jobs and the rest of the team splitting another one and me ramping up in a new (and really different) job during the busiest period that the office has seen in the last 2 years.<\/p>\n<p>This has meant a month of 7 day weeks and 10-14 hour days. One week was so busy that I just slept in the office &#8211; there was no point in leaving, and I didn&#8217;t really have time to sleep but I did anyway. With so little time outside work, I lagged on finding an apartment, and then I had the problems I alluded to previously.<\/p>\n<p>Finally, I found an apartment that I could afford and was one that I wanted. I returned from yet another business trip to find out that the landlord had changed his mind, and was going to let relatives live in the apartment instead. Now I&#8217;m back to searching for a home&#8211;one that I&#8217;m unlikely to see much of anyway if the current pace of work continues. It had better not, because this isn&#8217;t what I signed up for and I burned out the last time I worked this hard and I&#8217;m really not having much fun (fun being a big reason why I took the job, the adventure, and the smaller paycheck). It was such a dramatic burnout that I didn&#8217;t think I&#8217;d ever work in this field again. I&#8217;m not there yet, but given my usual oblivious state of mind, when I feel like there is a problem it usually means it&#8217;s pretty far gone.<\/p>\n<p>Well, at least it&#8217;s winter, so the oppressive heat of summer is gone. Oh yeah. My winter clothes. They&#8217;re all in the cargo container I shipped in July. It&#8217;s now November and everything is still hung up in Customs.<\/p>\n<p>What doesn&#8217;t kill you makes you stronger. At this rate, and with my luck, I hope I don&#8217;t get hit by a bus.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m a pretty resilient guy. The challenges of relocating to Beijing, however, have brought me near the breaking point.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-126","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-city-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/126","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=126"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/126\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":128,"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/126\/revisions\/128"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=126"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=126"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.shadymart.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=126"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}